♥爱情只是一场愈蠢的游戏。

Thursday, 30 July 2009

29/7/09

SHOP & CUT HAIR~

Actually meet my laopo at 3pm.But she suddenly last min change to 1pm.How is that possible??Im the kind of gal need more time to prepare 3hrs lidat.=Xx~ Quite proud of myself..

1hr & i finish bathing,makeup & curl my hair.:]] *clap for myself*(laughs)

Went tampines to cut my hair..now i have cute bang*shy*

I look pretty funny & my face become rounder.:[[

Kason told me i must cut the whole hair then can see the different.

So strange ok when i cut finish he den sae..ask me book app for the nxt haircut.

Dat means i have to pay double.Have to go cut nxt wk again.

Anyway hate to go tampines.I saw alan's friend and I dont like.

Want shop de but laopo no time so after we ate kfc, we went enous collect my len.Damn cheap ok..the last time i bought is about $15.:]] But this time i bought other brand.Cant wait to try:p Awwww~

Parted with laopo.I went tpy to collect my cake(free)..den headed to trim my eyebrow.1hr later met laopo again.LOL!

She want go clubbing.Waited for stella oso.But it was only 8pm so we went town shopping again!=x

Bought myself a cover shoe & sunglass.Gonna take pic with it soon.Laopo damn kia shu already camwhore with her glasses.(笑)

No pic was taken yesterday as i am SO stupid.Brought a camera without a battery which was left at home with the charger.-.- *blur look*

Ytd morning was very happy as stell darling told me got one F1 job.Few days can earn 1k plus!But everybody snatching for the job.I was slow in replying her as nxt mth i got classes also.I need to call my sch & ask 1st b4 cmf with her BUT too late!:[[Alright shall end it here.

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3:54 pm

Tuesday, 28 July 2009

Recently been rot at home takecare of reyez.But it dosent stop my shopping anyway.LOL!I keep buying things online!BTH myself
seriously.-.-"

Now waiting for this to be in my wardrobe..hee;p
Reyez make mummy so proud!He knows how to sing abc & twinkle twinkle little star.:]]
What the hell is wrong with blogger?It drives me crazy.
& lastly IMY.:[

ps:I getting sick of my blogskin.Anybody willing help me?:)

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4:57 pm

A lot of qns marks.

I dont know.. im feeling softhearted again.Why when things turn out this way..u den say u miss all the past?

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1:39 am

Saturday, 25 July 2009

Received my pretty bracelet ♥~

Recieved this few days ago but not in the mood to blog it out & blogger also having some problem.Tsk~

Anyway this blogshop owner very good.She even gave me ******** & more.. :]]~ Loves ♥!

Whats more the jewellery featured in her blog shop are all handcrafted by herself personally.Most pieces are one-off! This is to ensures that every creation is special and chances are you’ll be the only one wearing these unique accessories! :)

Awww at 1st i wana buy this but sad!No more.

Yea mine!Pretty?:p

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1:14 am

Thursday, 23 July 2009

Finally it over.dont have to go family court anymore..

We quarrelled that day.Yes i want back the whole sum of baby bonus.People keep encouraged me to take back the whole sum.During the 1month im been thinking.Yea i should take back cause baby already with me.And is for lifetime.So whats the point of keeping the money with him when he already say "if" he got another family?Meaning using reyez's money support other gal?Other child?NO WAY!!!Is it just like this he got the right to call my parent money face?LOL!Somebody just cant stand to lose.If he really eat reyez's money,he den the one.Pot calling the kettle black.Tsk~
What happened next you will get shock i swear.He insisted he got give me part of baby's bonus $300plus??!When did the hell i took from him?HOW COME I MYSELF DONT EVEN KNOW?Is it he get cheated by other gal.He really gone berserk.*roll eyes*
He den say nvm la he knew i would like that.LMAO!Really his acting was superb that day.I just tio stunned and dont know how to react cause i didnt expected him to use this low class method.Made me look as if im the bad person.Now i know what to say..U can go ahead check my bankbook if got means got!loser.
He even insulted my family.Money face & we are the beggar.wth.What beggar?!Mind his words can anot?!He said if next time i need more money he will not give unless i GO BEG HIM.And MAYBE HE WILL "CONSIDER" give me.Please!I NEED NOT & will NOT knee down & beg you.All i have to do is go court and apply.Stupid.I wanted to say but that day he was too agitated.Keep shouted over me.Couldnt even hear what i talking.-.-Alright let you win.You can shout all you want.You can bang the table as u like BUT dont hit me cause i will sue you.Finally he kept quiet & i just answered him back.Actually I DONT NEED YOUR MONEY IS JUST JUSTICE that i want!Either is you pay by money or go jail.Your choice.Whats the use of crying?Crocodile tears?I dont even know and why you're crying?Go jail or?Can you tell me?
I doubt he got extra give me seriously.I should be happy enough for every month maintenance already why should i ask for more?UNLESS REYEZ GO POLY la?But i think that by that time i will be richer than him.He acted so uncivilised that day.Keep banged the table.Shouted at the mediator.Seriously so rude.The mediator also cant stand him.Asked him dun go overboard.Pleae know your limit & control yourself.Next he said one thing which i will never forget in my life.And is the MOST HURTFUL COMMENT or whatever shit.He said reyez also is come out from my stomach.Is NONE OF HIS BUSINESS!!Why do he need to pay maintenance.Is so bloody unfair.And he felt very wei qui somemore.The mediator asked him dun need feel you be treated unfairly.He quickly replied.Ya obviously is fucking unfair.Why he needed to keep give me money?Why?You dont know why?Are you kidding?!1 word "responsible".

Do you even think this is a punishment for you?I bet no.Sad but true.Like i said that day.DEN DUN ANYHOW GO AROUND FUCK GALS.This is your punishment just take it.Next time be smart.DOnt repeat your flirthy mistake again.Dont bully gals again.We have laws to protect us.Please alway remember guys!Be responsible for what you do.The consequences you will get.I had mine too.I was too stupid to believe you would take care me & reyez.But u never.I made a wong choice.So i deserve to be punish also to be a young mummy.I have to take care reyez and i have lost my freedom.:(~UNFAIR?Who's being treated unfairly?YOU or ME?You promise to look after me ,asked me not be scared after you shooted in..where's the promises?To other girls?:'(I getting pissed off & emotional at the same time when these hurtful things came out of his mouth.>='( I just cant help control but to cry helplessy.:[[

WHy we need to keep go court & think back of the past again?!It will haunt my life!I won.But im not happy.I remembered all those betrayed,lies and empty promises again.Im tired of your nonsense.Please wakeup xueting!Learn your lesson!

TO MY EX HUBBY:
Karma:What goes around comes around. Your actions all have consequences. Don't ever be fooled into thinking that your actions don't have consequences. Don't think you can get away with bad choices even if you don't seem to get caught. Remember verse seven tells us that God cannot be mocked. He sees it all. You reap what you sow. Watch the way you live your life because you reap what you sow.
We sow in one season, we reap in another. Sow a thought you reap an act. Sow an act, you reap a habit. Sow a habit, you reap a character. Sow a character, you reap a consequence.

ps:I pay the price.I had a fall.And is a hard one.:'[[

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2:07 pm

Tuesday, 21 July 2009

20/7/09

Brought reyez out with jia & mum.Went school to sign some thing.After that parted with mummy & reyez.We went watched movie.

My dream phone~♥ buy for me & i will marry the person..lol!

While waiting for the movie.We ate kfc.;p den shopped at fareast awhile for 50mins.LOL!Quickly went bought my fakelashes as there are no more stocks at my house already.:(

Bought these to help my curl stay.:]]~

I felt damn satisfied cause i finally found the lower lashes that i want.Can have more bigger eyes now.:]]

I going try this two tgt.xD~Hmmmm....jia was damn sad that day as she totally broke so she never buy anything.

The happenings at this house were nothing short of amazing. It started when the family moved in, and the boys slept in the basement. The boys looked every night at a stainless steel door that went into a kitchen like room. At first they thought it was a kitchen, but there was embalming equipment left behind, along with blood stained walls. The boys and their parents quickly learned what that stuff was. The oldest son would experience paranormal activity in the old embalming area. Naturally, this freaked the boys out, especially when the oldest son would hear his name being called. However, the boys’ parents completely ignored their pleas that the place was haunted.
One day the eldest son confronted the man calling his name, and this spirit or demon completely took control over him almost turning him evil. The older son became belligerent towards his family, attacking his younger brother who was his best friend, and started to isolate himself from everyone. The boy had cancer, which many say, made the possession even easier.
The boys’ cousin came to live with them, and she had some strange phenomena happen to her. After the eldest son was transferred to a mental institute, things really got out of hand. Jewelry, and sometimes even people would levitate, crosses disappeared, the women were sexually mishandled, lights would turn on and off, and stationary objects would fly across the room.
When Ed and Lorraine Warren came out to the house, they quickly found a demon present. The family finally did an exorcism of the house, where things got really ugly. The mom was thrown across the room in a trance like state and suspended on the wall, while she grasped her neck like she was being choked. Statues of the Virgin Mary melted, and books flew across the room. The demon was becoming aggressive and deadly. Finally, it was removed from the house. Their son instantly became mentally stable again, and the gloom in the house diminished.After that people move in never complain about anything strange happen.

But..

In real life the house still there!!The family said they would not stay in the house in case it came back, and moved out almost the very next day. Today the house still stands, but I don’t know if anyone lives there. After all the news coverage and gossip, it should scare anyone away. If anyone does live there, they either have never heard of the horrors that came from this house or simply dismiss them. I would think the police and the city would not let anyone inhabit the frightening abode.

ok i rate it 7.8/10.Cause the starting of the show got quite scary scene already.Whats more is based on a true story.But i want see harry potter lea.Why all the people got free & watched already.*scratch head*:/ Wana go bugis but already no time le guess by the time we reach there the shops already close.Perhaps nxt time ok?My honey jia;p.Home sweet home at 10pm.

ps:heart my girls~♥

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7:36 pm

Sunday, 19 July 2009

Awwwww~ gonna starts my makeup lessons next month.Am uber happyy & excited now!!:DD Although still abit confuse whether to choose school one or those house learnt..*heachache* Have to wakeup at 6.30am in the morning.SHAG can! By the way i will be buzy.I will not online msn..n to the someone please have your limit.Stop calling me in the middle of the night!>=( If you think im referring to u..yes you are:) fcuk off please!

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11:44 pm

Saturday, 18 July 2009

Overdued pic

lously camera quaility:(

effect ~:)

y so sad?-.-

yea thats the cheeky smile:]]

reyez says:love my new hair?:D

reyez nowadays very sensitive with A-Z.

& he went to touch those wording again.-.-

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3:19 pm

Thursday, 16 July 2009

15/7/09

Afternoon went kkh clarified something.In the end,mr alan still havent pay the full amount.-.-"
Nvm i will bring it to the court ..see what they sae.Night went clubbing at powerhouse with my gals.Did enjoyed with my gals.;pLater upload pic of reyez new hairstyle.now he disturb me again.T-T LOL.

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4:51 pm

Sunday, 12 July 2009

:(~ hate my life..wish i never born to this world.

I always dont want blog about my family.Cause somebody will always tell my parent about it.& they will not happy.But now i feel so sad.I just want to say it out.My father is so fuckin biased!!
He hurt me again!He told my mum $4000 he throw into water also can hear voice if invest on me.He sure get nothing back.He let my brother study all that.I know.I know my brother study very good all that.He just put all his heart towards my brother but not me.I will always remember today what he said.In the future if i make any better..i will give my mother more.She's the one always support me.Even my mum complain why so dont bear give me the money is not that i dont return him.WHATEVER.My mum told me dun bloody use his money.We will lent from other instead.I still remember the 1st time how he hurt me.My brother came home late he knocked at the door.My father opened for him still asked alot of caring things.But when i came home late just 1 time. i forgot to bring my key.I knocked.He came out fucking scolded me why u never bring your key.Please fucking bring your key next time.*in a shouting tone*.And whenever my brother back he will quickly opened his room door & rushed to my brother.Eat le ma?Go where?blah blah..but me?Not even once.My friend came to my house.My father scolded me very loudly.And the problem is i did nothing wrong.Even an outsider can see that you biased.:'( Actually i already get use to scold by you.But even infront of my friend you did it again.I know im a girl not a boy.You dont like me.I take it.My life is so fucking unfair.I try to be happy.But there will always be things that trying pull me down.Studies,marriage,even my parent.Speechless over everything.......

ps:i hate him.

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10:03 pm

Saturday, 11 July 2009

Reyez's birth story

Morning went down coffeeshop bought wanton mee ate.Still happy joking with auntie where got so early give birth.Then reached home after ate finish.I felt stomach pain.Went toliet poo for 3times.Still felt something wrong cause i never felt this stomach pain before it came 10mins by 10mins.And the pain got stronger & stronger.I knew i going give birth or something.My mum told me before.And you guys know what??Alan's mother still insisted i anyhow ate things.She gave me ointment oil to rub my stomach.HOW RIDICULOUS right?At around 3pm the feeling was damn pain & i kept cried.Alan's mother have no choice & brought me to kkh see doctor.Waited for quite long & it was my turn.The nurses asked me to lie down on the bed.Checked my cervix & it already 4cm.Wth i den realised i going gave birth anytime.But i wasnt prepared..quickly message alan asked him come hospital.Called my mum,she came but she cannot came in.(for some reason)
Next the nurses pushed me to the room to gave birth.As that day,their hospital's room was full.They pushed me to AA room.Yup that means got tv & air conditioner.Do you think i got the mood to watch tv?LOL .At aound 5pm.The midwife came in & wanted to brust my waterbag.T-T I was so scared.They used a plastic long tube like tong lidat when wanted to put in.I was freaking scared .I stopped them!=XThey recommended me to put epidural as from the situation now i cant stand any further pain.But i dont want still!I want all natural.The pain level was already level 7!Fine when the level already reached 8.5 .Cervix opened 7cm.I cant tolerate anymore.Its killing me more & more!I asked for epidural although they say not good for women's backbone.Guess what the midwife all not free.-.- FUCK! Poor me.At around 9pm the contraction was like hell level 9 already.Cervix opened 9cm.There was abit blood.But my waterbag just wont burst.The midwife put her whole hand in my vagarina and say she could felt my baby head near my butt hole.-.-say as my cervix opened too quickly that's why i felt more contraction pain.In the end at 10plus they finally gave me epidural.Nobody knows how it looks like even alan also cant see have to go out.It was say to be a thick long gigantic needle.*scary*!I wanted to see.They turned my head away asked me please dont see.In my heart i was thinking am i going to die?SUddenly i felt electricity shock though my thigh's bones.They will asked felt it?Left now or right now?I was like quickly answered them back if not they will realeased more electric:(~ This was what i think at the moment & i was numb.Holly!Finally...I could rest awhile..but not so lucky as you think..the midwife came in & insisted to burst my waterbag now.Cant wait anymore.So i felt a little bit pain though even i was numb.And it burst i could felt water rushing out!Awhile later they say can see the baby head already asked me start pushing.I felt it too.The pushing was very fast.5times only & my baby boy out!:)Coming up there are more cruel things.I thought it was over.I donated the thing i forgot what.Then the midwife told me she going pull the long things out.They pressed my stomach.I exclaimed dont pressed.I felt injured.LOLThey put the tai pan in a plastic bag.It was like lung or something so bloody.Ask me to whether take home or they use for their puporses.Ok the midwife damn unexperience lo!She wanted to sew my vagarina back.She inject something on my legs.I asked her how long she need.I scared pain ma.Its was like a fishing hook lea.So sharp.She say 15mins.Ok.And you guys guess what she took a total of 45mins to sew it back.She seems unexperience & unconfirmed in what she doing.She took another packet to sew again.After that she gave me an unconfirmed look & say done.ps:WTF??Till now 1 year later my %^##(#&(#)#@& still havent @#$%^&*() properly!!!That's why i say after this birth i scarifice alot!I really cant lose my baby!:(~
I shivered & my lip went pale,craked.Whole day never ate only wanton mee till midnight 12am.Felt so weak & hungry.Drank milo.I smelt bad..never even bath that day=(.