I really dunno how to express myself.Recently i get to talk to my dad again.You guys must be wondering why.Im scare to talk to my dad or shld i say back to be his gd daughter again?Whenever we be ok..the nxt day we will quarrel again.We have the same character.We dont know how to show that we care or rather we dont know how to communicate with each other.But i really do hate him being bias!He always treat brother nicer than me.I just want a fair treatment.Is that so hard?):

Even now we are finally ok.But i dont dare tok much to him.I scare the same thing happen again.So rather dont talk to him.Each day we tok less than 4lines.

Niways,my parents want me to move out with reyez when i have the money.Cause they already say i married out so i shldnt live with them in the future.In chinese(po zhu qui de shui).Sometimes this words hurts me.I feel homeless sometimes.but i know they do care abt me. I hate everything happen around me.I hate myself.I wish my life haf a backspace key.

ps:i aint perfect.i always thought i can be strong.

i regret my past.gdbye.