Morning went down coffeeshop bought wanton mee ate.Still happy joking with auntie where got so early give birth.Then reached home after ate finish.I felt stomach pain.Went toliet poo for 3times.Still felt something wrong cause i never felt this stomach pain before it came 10mins by 10mins.And the pain got stronger & stronger.I knew i going give birth or something.My mum told me before.And you guys know what??Alan's mother still insisted i anyhow ate things.She gave me ointment oil to rub my stomach.HOW RIDICULOUS right?At around 3pm the feeling was damn pain & i kept cried.Alan's mother have no choice & brought me to kkh see doctor.Waited for quite long & it was my turn.The nurses asked me to lie down on the bed.Checked my cervix & it already 4cm.Wth i den realised i going gave birth anytime.But i wasnt prepared..quickly message alan asked him come hospital.Called my mum,she came but she cannot came in.(for some reason)
Next the nurses pushed me to the room to gave birth.As that day,their hospital's room was full.They pushed me to AA room.Yup that means got tv & air conditioner.Do you think i got the mood to watch tv?LOL .At aound 5pm.The midwife came in & wanted to brust my waterbag.T-T I was so scared.They used a plastic long tube like tong lidat when wanted to put in.I was freaking scared .I stopped them!=XThey recommended me to put epidural as from the situation now i cant stand any further pain.But i dont want still!I want all natural.The pain level was already level 7!Fine when the level already reached 8.5 .Cervix opened 7cm.I cant tolerate anymore.Its killing me more & more!I asked for epidural although they say not good for women's backbone.Guess what the midwife all not free.-.- FUCK! Poor me.At around 9pm the contraction was like hell level 9 already.Cervix opened 9cm.There was abit blood.But my waterbag just wont burst.The midwife put her whole hand in my vagarina and say she could felt my baby head near my butt hole.-.-say as my cervix opened too quickly that's why i felt more contraction pain.In the end at 10plus they finally gave me epidural.Nobody knows how it looks like even alan also cant see have to go out.It was say to be a thick long gigantic needle.*scary*!I wanted to see.They turned my head away asked me please dont see.In my heart i was thinking am i going to die?SUddenly i felt electricity shock though my thigh's bones.They will asked felt it?Left now or right now?I was like quickly answered them back if not they will realeased more electric:(~ This was what i think at the moment & i was numb.Holly!Finally...I could rest awhile..but not so lucky as you think..the midwife came in & insisted to burst my waterbag now.Cant wait anymore.So i felt a little bit pain though even i was numb.And it burst i could felt water rushing out!Awhile later they say can see the baby head already asked me start pushing.I felt it too.The pushing was very fast.5times only & my baby boy out!:)Coming up there are more cruel things.I thought it was over.I donated the thing i forgot what.Then the midwife told me she going pull the long things out.They pressed my stomach.I exclaimed dont pressed.I felt injured.LOLThey put the tai pan in a plastic bag.It was like lung or something so bloody.Ask me to whether take home or they use for their puporses.Ok the midwife damn unexperience lo!She wanted to sew my vagarina back.She inject something on my legs.I asked her how long she need.I scared pain ma.Its was like a fishing hook lea.So sharp.She say 15mins.Ok.And you guys guess what she took a total of 45mins to sew it back.She seems unexperience & unconfirmed in what she doing.She took another packet to sew again.After that she gave me an unconfirmed look & say done.ps:WTF??Till now 1 year later my %^##(#&(#)#@& still havent @#$%^&*() properly!!!That's why i say after this birth i scarifice alot!I really cant lose my baby!:(~
I shivered & my lip went pale,craked.Whole day never ate only wanton mee till midnight 12am.Felt so weak & hungry.Drank milo.I smelt bad..never even bath that day=(.